Teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes
kind of hard to move on when you only told lies
she’s breaking down, everyone’s fading
it’s been so long and she’s tired of waiting

I don't have feelings running through me anymore.
Numbess has taken over my every moment.
I can't tell if I am awake or asleep.
Everything is similar to a hazy lucid nightmare.
One that I will never be able to wake up from.

One day when its way too late, your going
to say, "I love you." Then when I don't reply
your going to muster up everything you
have and ask, "Do you love me?" and you
know what I'm going to say, "I used to love
you, I wish I still did, but you were with all
those other girls, and you were way too blind
to see what was right in front of you the
whole time. I've dropped you hints, and
I've tried to make it clear, but you never
caught on. So right now, I'm going to have
to say, we're just friends, like you did
to me all those times."

I never know what to say to you
when you ask me what's wrong
i mean how can I tell you
that you're all I want and knowing that I can't have you
tears me apart.

I'M SKINNY, so I MUST have an eating disorder.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitchy whore.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so i MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm on a DANCE team, So i must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I listen to music with SCREAMING, so i must be EMO

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz. I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big cock!

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATRE & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BiG BOOBS so I MUST be a slut

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I'm a SOFTBALL PLAYER so i MUST be LESBIAN...

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi. I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy

I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy

Im a STONER so i MUST be going in the wrong direction

Im a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.

I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken.

I'm BI so I MUST think every girl i see is hot.

I'm ASIAN so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm MEXICAN so I MUST eat beans and tortillas.

the smooth metal razor
glides across my wrist
as i watch the blood pour out
i think of you
&& everything you meant to me
i'm dead to you, always have been
&& always will be

she's the girl
with her hands in her pockets
biting her lip
looking at her feet
she's the girl
you never knew
loved you

you know how people ask, are you okay?
but they're never really expecting the truth.
the reality of the matter is, if i was okay,
you wouldn't really have to wonder

"I knew who i was this morning, but
I’ve changed a couple times since then."
-Alice in wonderland

Broken down beyond repair,
The tears are falling everywhereLike silent rain on tin rooftops ;;
Silent rain that will not stop.

She's beautiful
He knows it
His only problem with love
is he never shows it

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

Pain comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else..makes the rest of the world fade away, until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain, we anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it. & for some of us the best way to manage pain is to just push through it
*greys anatomy

and so she's stuck in a broken home,
forgotten and locked in her room to hide,
everyone thinks she's perfect, amazing and all,
but no one even knows that she's dead inside.

I'd been depressed before, of course. But I'm talking about really depressed. Not just feeling a bit down or sad, a depression that has something to do with biorhythms. I'm talking about the kind of depressed that floats in upon you like a fog. You can feel it coming and you can see where it is going to take you but you are powerless, utterly powerless to stop it. I know now

Depression is like a black venomous poison that seeps into your brain at some stage of your life and infects every part, slowly at first, and then faster and faster. No matter how much you try to clear up, the first drop is still there, and it could always seep to other parts, at any time, sparked off by any cause.

this is what kills me inside and out
you wouldn't understand what I’m talking about,
because you don't know...
I cut and cut over again
it's my way of getting rid of the hurt within
I watch the blood run and fall to the floor
along with the tears I continue to cry
everyone asks what's wrong, am I okay?
I shrug my shoulders and turn away.

She hides herself with music. She never shows her feelings, always keeping things bottled up inside. I'd hate to see the day she exposes it all. When she tells you how you've made her feel, you'll never be able to look at her the same way again

They asked me what was wrong as I just sat there,
I did not answer them, no words could explain,
I could not feel a thing, I was just so numb.
Everything had taken it's toll, and I didn't know what to do.

I am dealing with the fact that I hate myself.
I am trying to have a positive attitude about my face.
And maybe someone will look past my ugliness.
Or maybe I will just die alone.

the hardest kind of depression to treat
is the one you can't see.
they're the smiling ones,
the ones who look perfect,
the ones who are laughing,
the ones who are dying inside,
the ones who seem perfectly happy.
those are the ones who need help the most.
because you can't tell when they're sad

Remove those "I want you to like me"
stickers from your forehead
& instead place them where they
will truly do the most good ..
on your mirror.